Al-fatihah.
Last week on 16 January 2013, genap 3 tahun pemergian Allahyarham Md Noordin Bin Ahmad, ayahanda tercinta kami sekeluarga. Pemergian mengejut arwah masih terasa dan tidak mungkin akan dilupakan.
Hati mana tidak dirobek, hati mana tidak tersentap apabila dengan tiba-tiba arwah pergi menghadap Illahi meninggalkan kami. Tanpa sebarang petanda, tanpa sebarang perubahan. Arwah was a very healthy man aside from his smoking habit. Tak pernah hinggap dek akal kami arwah akan pergi pada usia 55 tahun. Tapi ajal dan maut ditangan Allah SWT. Telah tertulis pada hari malang tersebut arwah akan kembali kepadaNYA.
Cek takkan pernah lupakan your warmth love, my strict upbringing, your laugh, the way you walk, you talk, your own way of caring & everything about you. I finally now understand why you have been so strict to me, why you have always put a stop to everything that my stupid & ignorance mind wanted to do. I know now that it was all to prep me up for today, the future that you have seen beyond those days. I'm sorry abah for not being a good daughter to you. I'm sorry for all the tantrums I've thrown to you. Thank you for taking care of us, the whole family. Thank you for looking out at us making sure we got we need. I truly understand now that what I wanted wasn't necessarily what I needed. I hope you are proud of me now. I love you abah, beyond eternity.
Last week on 16 January 2013, genap 3 tahun pemergian Allahyarham Md Noordin Bin Ahmad, ayahanda tercinta kami sekeluarga. Pemergian mengejut arwah masih terasa dan tidak mungkin akan dilupakan.
Hati mana tidak dirobek, hati mana tidak tersentap apabila dengan tiba-tiba arwah pergi menghadap Illahi meninggalkan kami. Tanpa sebarang petanda, tanpa sebarang perubahan. Arwah was a very healthy man aside from his smoking habit. Tak pernah hinggap dek akal kami arwah akan pergi pada usia 55 tahun. Tapi ajal dan maut ditangan Allah SWT. Telah tertulis pada hari malang tersebut arwah akan kembali kepadaNYA.
Cek takkan pernah lupakan your warmth love, my strict upbringing, your laugh, the way you walk, you talk, your own way of caring & everything about you. I finally now understand why you have been so strict to me, why you have always put a stop to everything that my stupid & ignorance mind wanted to do. I know now that it was all to prep me up for today, the future that you have seen beyond those days. I'm sorry abah for not being a good daughter to you. I'm sorry for all the tantrums I've thrown to you. Thank you for taking care of us, the whole family. Thank you for looking out at us making sure we got we need. I truly understand now that what I wanted wasn't necessarily what I needed. I hope you are proud of me now. I love you abah, beyond eternity.
I MIGHT HAVE FOUND MY PRINCE CHARMING BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY KING.
Md Noordin bin Ahmad
1956 - 2011
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